Monday, August 23, 2010

A Breath Of Fresh Air


Sometimes, it's not that bad to try something new from the (weekly) routine every once in a while.

Though very far from being the perfect and pious disciple, I've been a Roman Catholic church practitioner since birth. I've spent my entire high school and even college years within the walls and teachings of Catholic institutions kaya naman yun na din ang nakasanayan at nakalakihan ko. But although this was how I grew up, I don't get to attend the mass every Sunday as what the church would have wanted me to. Heck, I even consider myself a non-practicing Catholic already most of the times. But I do make it a point to maintain a personal relationship with Him and make a conscious effort to attend Sunday mass whenever I can.

Now where am I leading to you may ask? Well, I tried attending a Christian service yesterday for a change, joining Meimei sa Victory Metro East together with her eldest sister's family as well.

Ok, given that it was some kind of an "ex-deal" na din between Meimei and me at first, with her meeting my family last Friday in our home sa Manila then me joining her in attending her church and meeting her family also a few days afterward. But please don't get me wrong, I did it wholeheartedly and not just to keep my part of the "deal." :)

At first I must admit I felt kind of awkward since it was my first time ever to attend such a service personally and I have no idea what to expect or what to do. Oo nakikita ko naman kung paano sila mag-pray and mag-celebrate somehow since there are Christian shows sa GMA at QTV (i.e. 700 Club Asia and Bro. Eddie's group) but still, iba pa din pala yung pag andun ka na. Thankfully, Meimei was always checking on how I was doing that time and making sure that I'm at ease. And surprisingly enough, I did have a good time in general yesterday in fairness. Totally new, but a welcome experience nonetheless.

Though I'm not really sure for now if I am going to "convert" myself full-time soon or even in the near future, I guess it wouldn't be that bad din naman kung masundan pa nga ulit ang experience na kagaya nito, especially if I'd be doing it with Mei most of the times. After all, correct me if I'm wrong, but I do have this belief kasi na as long as we all believe and fear in one and the same God, we will all be blessed and be fine under His grace and guidance.  :)

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Me and I (quickmelt cheese)


Today is Friday the 13th, so may excuse maging cheesy. Parang connected sila di ba? hehehe! Kanya-kanyang trip lang ito mga repapips.  





for quite sometime before,
i only had me.
most of the time alone,
most of the time lonely.

though yes i do have friends
that keeps me company
but i don't have a sweetheart,
a baby, or a honey.

for quite sometime before,
there was only i.
living life on my own,
afraid to ask why.

just kept on going on,
wondering when, wondering why
i have yet to find love,
find the apple of my eye.

then one day a surprise
came upon my way...
brought a smile on my face,
brought sunshine to my day.

everything suddenly changed,
everything seemed ok.
because it seemed to me love,
has finally come my way.

these days i don't just have
neither me nor i
for obvious reasons i think
you all know why.

for i believe i had found
the love of my life,
not me, not i
but m...e...i.